Higher Levels

On August 1, 2016 I divorced old habits.  I had to sign those papers and not look back.

I’ve spent way to much time thinking, planning, and preparing and not moving forward.  Taking no action but still speaking about and imagining how life could be was becoming toxic. You might say “How” is that possible?  Easy, when you take no action but sit on dreams they become unreal and your focus starts to fade. In my case self pity took place and I stopped believing in myself.  I noticed the capability of the person I longed to become was fading away.  It wasn’t that I was not ready to make moves I didn’t trust myself to live a blessed, fabulously, joyous, carefree life.  I have lived most of my life for other people.  (story for another day)

Before today, I often worried about what others would think of me.  On this day, I put that all behind me as I posted an Instagram video that was as natural and uncut a girl could get. I did this to motivate myself to speak life into my temple (my body).

One thing I have to say divorce is hard. But I know my future is way brighter because of this move.

Just a blog about…

So my journey continues…

Today started with me actually getting up and putting on my make-up before leaving the house. (GO ME!)

I left home not wanting to be late for work and that goal was accomplished!!!

So, as my work day started it was pretty much set in stone (2 days ago) that my day was going to be pretty boring and long. Either way, I had already planned for this day.  With that being said as I settled in at the front desk 😦 I then I realize that I had left my memory stick at home. Now my whole day is completely down the drain. (not really…just for a few seconds…lol) My memory stick holds all my personal business that I needed for this day. I had planned on writing a little bit for my book and then of course send out resumes as I searched for a new JOB. What to do now?

I still managed to do my job search (made notes and point of contact information) and now the only thing I have to do at home is dedicate some time to sending out cover letters along with resumes to the positions I found this morning. I had planned on going to the gym after work and burning off some of my lunch that I ate (haha) but, with the set back of not having my electronic resume that might not happen this evening.

Well as I sit here at work we had a baby shower. Yes, I did well and turned down all the cookies and ice cream. That didn’t work I was give three cookies that I really don’t want to eat.  (the cookies are looking at me and saying eat ME!!!)  Heck what do I do now…eating these cookies are not an option. They don’t look tasty at all. (SORRY)  Instead of throwing them away I have now neatly placed them in my lunch bag. Lets see how they go over at HOME!

This blog wasn’t to exciting…I just wanted to blog!  Enjoy the read and your day!!

 

 

First Post…O MY!

As, 2015 slowly winds down and I (we) prepare for 2016, I have a few items to complete and put into place.  Now in what order I’m not so sure. But first and foremost, I will pray on this and not just think about it.

For starters I’m having strong feelings on closing out some associates and friends. Some of them I have not spoken to in awhile but I feel the need to say that final…see you as paths cross.  I believe it will help them grow as a person.  Each of them needed a lot of hand holding while the relationship was somewhat stable; so, I’m hoping this closure will help them expand as a positive more focused individual.

On to development: I’m finding the strength and the skills to develop in to a stronger individual mentally, physically, and emotionally. This is an everyday pursuit for me.  Some other things along those lines are to find my purpose driven lifestyle.  I have loads of ideas that I need work on.

This was just a start to my blogging. I plan to learn, advise, and have fun all while blogging.

#God’sblessing